Updates.
I am afraid. i’ve received my conditional letter to herts, and as long as i pay my deposit, i get a place there. i’m excited yet afraid of leaving so far. And all this affects my relationship also. I am also worried if my parents can really afford me to go uk.
My job, is still pretty boring, with a new male colleague. He seems like a happy person. Less complaints. Boss still compliment my work.
Myself, physically is still overweight. Damn it. If only i am discipline enough to go swim everyday and dinner only with subway vege delight, i am very sure i can lose weight fast but it’s so difficult. Maybe I try my losing weight blog thing again.
Financially, i save another 500$, so i have 1k$ in bank :) if only i start saving since the day i work.. i would have save about 3k to 4k. Never too late to start i guess.
Sitting here alone makes me feel like crying.
Just when i want to start swimming, my period comes. zz.
must.swim.when.it.stops!
I’m so worried for my university application. :(
This is the time to slap myself. Just watch tv, about reason gaining weight.
1. Being in love. Because when we date we eat, and a girl cannot eat the same amount as a guy can. And that’s how girls gain weight and their bf don’t. Another reason is, i believe that he love me for myself, therefor i let myself to eat and not control.
2. Lack of sleep
3. Stress
When stress, adrenaline comes out from your blood. Releasing sugar.
4.Menopause
5.Anxiety
and the bad news of the day.
i gain weight. alot.
i weight 80 kg. I have not swim for 3 weeks and ate as i like.
So horrible. I will have to swim everyday! >.<
and the good news is.. I SAVE my first 500$ I did it! and start from May, my pay will be raise 200$. So my next goal is to save up 700$. I can do it!
Each time we say Good Bye.
I will cry from the bottom of my heart and i will keep tell myself, I will see you again, just a few more weeks. Just few more weeks.
I still don’t like friends that come to you just for scripts.
I love you Ricky Ngan Kai Hoong ♥
You’re the sweetest person ever ♥
I wish i can meet you once every 2-3days. But it won’t happen.
I wish i can meet you once every 2-3days. But it won’t happen.
Hi boyfriend,
Are you stalking me? Haha.. Love you always.
Your baby girl <3
i need to feel that you want me.
it’s 4.40pm and i’m hungry :( 2h and 20 min to my next sub. shall drink a lot of water now.
Today I ate roasted chicken+honey mustard +tomato+lettuce+cucumber sub with black coffee with 1 packet of sugar.
My dinner will be as usual vege delight.
I am going to swim 6 lap or 7 lap later.
weight: 77kg /169.7lbs
